Everybody's Talkin'

It's one of those days. So cold and wet that all you want to do is get in your bed. These are things I like around this time of year.

:fires and cozy blankets
:my sister
:popcorn
:being toasty...

mmm. have a wonderful toasty day.

Ope, I will share a story with you. every morning when I was in 5th grade, my brother would drive me to school. When we would be just about ready to go while i would put on my shoes/snowboats:) and while he would be making his morning cup of tea, he would play "Harvest Moon" by Neil Young really loudly on the downstairs stereo. and then. if i got lucky, he played "Anywhere Is" by Enya. Isn't that silly?

I really want things to always be as they best were between my brother and sister and I. Now we are growing up and it's weird. We all still care about eachother but how we show it has changed. Things are just different. I tend to long for things I've had in the past. I think it's good to strive for times when you were happy...but I shouldn't dwell on the present not being the way I would it to be. I'm not saying that Neil Young is when I was most happy with Amer but that is a good memory and i have good family.

Sleep

I love autumn.

It reminds me of homecoming and homecoming reminds me of being home and right now I am home. Its only been two weeks...by golly. I think I'm going to be homesick a lot.

Anyways, the air feels wonderfully crisp, clean, and just perfect.

Lindsay...you are too cute. Thank you for that note you and Sarah left.

Ah. "Sleep" - Copeland...that brings back funny memories from choir two years ago. Okay. Well I guess I just wanted to share my love of autumn. So...bye.

Summer Nights

It feels freezing right now here in East Lansing.

I wrote a post and also tried to post a picture but my computer just...shut down a couple days ago.

The post wasn't very long so that's good. Things are good here: free reign over my time, my sweet pea, campus. Things that are poopy: no family, work, the e.l. water.

Write me sometime. If you feel the need to do so. I know this was a short post...I'm sorry...I'm super tired though.

Alicia Mall
923 South Hubbard
East Lansing, MI
48825

The other night I had Jimmy John's delivered to my dorm like Katie told me to do. It was fun.

I love you. See you around. I should be home this weekend.

What Pictures with the Nalls are Like.

love. oh wait. one more.

See You Later.

i did not lose a lawn chair

i lost a lawn chair

hi,

it's been a little while since i've had an actual post. i'm very anxious these days and it's really unsettling.

...maybe its just because right now i'm listening to "like a prayer" by madonna. anyways, i know its not good to be anxious.

i leave in approximately two weeks, i think it will be exciting. i'm noticing more and more the things about myself that i dont like. it's really sad because my self-confidence is depleting. i dont know whether or not this post is worth posting...things like that. feeling inadequate - i dont know. sometimes, it's me just looking out for other people's feelings, but really i think it's more me feeling or not wanting to be in the way, or be a burden...which is crazy, you know? i should cut myself the same slack as i do others.

i'm still debating whether or not to post this ridiculous post. i have a hard time saying whats on my mind in things like these (blogger, livejournal). which is caused by me worrying what people are going to think about me. i shouldn't worry about things like that. i know i shouldnt.

kristin comes to visit from florida on saturday. and she will be in town for a week staying with me (12-19) and then i leave early the next morning (sunday, the 20th) to go to MSU. isn't that weird? i will be uber busy during that week before i leave. so, what i'm saying is that if you want to hang out...it would be wonderful if we could hang out sometime this week.

"part time lover," covered by copeland is a terrible song.

maybe i shouldnt use blogger since i'm not in highschool anymore...
okay. see you.

oh, one more thing.

i think, self explanatory